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Thu, 23 May 2013 21:39:41 -0400

Chillin with chlo chlo before work.

Wed, 22 May 2013 16:53:33 -0400

Chillin with chlo chlo before work.

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Tue, 21 May 2013 17:33:15 -0400

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Tue, 21 May 2013 17:32:34 -0400

Theres a quote that goes something like, “do something for someone that they can never repay you...

Tue, 21 May 2013 17:31:19 -0400

Theres a quote that goes something like, “do something for someone that they can never repay you for.”

I always thought that was so far away for me.. that I could never in a million years mean that much to someone.

A few weeks ago I unknowingly saved one of my best friends life. I prevented her from taking her life and I found out by a letter she wrote to my dad who is also her teacher.

I have never felt so whole in my life that im crying.

At the time, all I thought I was doing was just letting her cry on my shoulder and sharing a couple of my stories dealing with depression. I tried my best to tell her that it gets better because im living proof.

Im having a hard time writing this right now. All I know is that my past year’s and sometimes present moments of heartache, pain, dark thoughts, and sleepless nights is all so completely worth it. I did something for someone that they can never repay me for… and I’m so glad I did.

sometimes i wonder if i hadn’t done one small action if things would be different. our lives are...

Mon, 13 May 2013 23:07:07 -0400

sometimes i wonder if i hadn’t done one small action if things would be different. our lives are summed up components of actions we took, things we have said, and small things we have done.

if i had not gone out that night with my sisters, if i had not rode the hayride, if i had not gotten the nerve to take his arm for shelter in the scary maze.. things would be much different.

everything we have ever done leads us to where we are now. that scares me. i dont want to mess anything up. i dont know what i would do if i did.

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Mon, 13 May 2013 22:59:52 -0400

i wonder what my life would be like if i didnt have anxiety

Mon, 13 May 2013 22:59:20 -0400

i wonder what my life would be like if i didnt have anxiety

if I had your body I'd be a very happy girl! you look amazinggg <3

Mon, 13 May 2013 18:44:01 -0400

aw thanks :)

Meep

Sat, 11 May 2013 16:58:38 -0400

Meep

Damn your body is perfect c:

Fri, 10 May 2013 00:02:23 -0400

HI I LOVE YOU

but its not at all trust me.

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Thu, 09 May 2013 17:25:04 -0400

wistfulmind: this is important i hate how were scared to say...

Thu, 09 May 2013 17:24:57 -0400

wistfulmind:

this is important

i hate how were scared to say something is wrong. because 1) afraid of what other people will think 2) we somehow have made it seem that since were not ‘normal’ it doesn’t need treatment since were ‘crazy’ anyway. i wish mental illness got more exploitation and people were more aware. its an illness, if we had cancer we would want people to help in any way possible.. why is it different if we have depression/bipolar/schizophrenia/etc? its an illness and we need to be loved too.

FACE DOWN IN THE DIRT SHE SAID THIS DOESNT HURT

Thu, 09 May 2013 17:23:57 -0400

FACE DOWN IN THE DIRT

SHE SAID

THIS DOESNT HURT

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Thu, 09 May 2013 15:37:34 -0400

get a whiff of these sparkling top notes~

Wed, 08 May 2013 14:38:33 -0400

get a whiff of these sparkling top notes~:

“The world will break your heart ten ways to Sunday. That’s guaranteed. I can’t begin to explain…

follow my personal blog and i’ll repay you in sexual favors.

my love playlist

Tue, 07 May 2013 00:09:00 -0400

hawthorne heights- ohio is for lovers (a little lame)

copeland- brightest

copeland- priceless

acceptance- so contagious

secondhand serenade- vulnerable

city and colour- the girl, and we found each other in the dark

william fitzsimmons- beautiful girl

greg laswell- landline

kina grannis- fast car

the civil wars- poison and wine

the postal service- such great heights

lovedrug- girl

jack johnson- banana pancakes

blink 182- i miss you

the police- every breath you take

michael henry & justin robinett- hero/heroine

a day to remember- you had me at hello (fav)

dashboard confessional- hands down, and stolen

augustana- sweet and low

christina perri- arms

ed sheeran- give me love

go radio- goodnight moon

rascal flatts- i melt

the weeknd- wicked games

parachute- kiss me slowly

goo goo dolls- iris

panic! at the disco- always

colbie caillat- bubbly

paramore- the only exception

hunter hayes- if you told me to

the used- smother me

ray lamontagne- hold you in my arms

nevershoutnever- hummingbird

coldplay- yellow

mae- were so far away

plug in stereo- oh darling

lady a- cant take my eyes off you

safetysuit- anywhere but here

foreigner- feels like the first time

chris brown- shouldve kissed you

stages and stereos- dear you love me

coldplay- fix you

boys like girls- someone like you

john mayer- your body is a wonderland

drake- shut it down

lydia- stay awake

death cab- i will follow you into the dark

say anything- i want to know your plans

the spill canvas- lullaby

greg laswell- and then you

sad playlistttt

Mon, 06 May 2013 23:42:41 -0400

i love sad music as morbid as that is… i just feel like it means more ha.

okay so

maroon 5- just a feeling

the middle east- the darkest side

city and colour- love dont live here anymore

bon iver- skinny love

brand new- jesus christ

youth- daughter (new fav right now)

barcelona- please dont go

death cab- transatlanticism

death cab- summer skin

you me at six- fireworks

coldplay- warning sign

relient k- there was no thief

into it. over it.- the worst company to keep

the script- nothing

the wombats- here comes the anxiety

the smiths- asleep

bright eyes- first day of my life (lets face it anything by bright eyes is sad and will make you want to cry, great nonetheless)

mayday parade- everythings an illusion

mayday parade- without the bitter

andrew belle- in my veins

bon iver- i cant make you love me

the xx- stars

iron & wine- boy with a coin

mutemath- in no time

t swizzle- last kiss

leona lewis- hurt

brand new- you stole

copeland- love affair

you me at six- crash

greg laswell- goodbye

greg laswell- take a bow (great song)

christina aguilera- just a fool

toby lightman- my sweet song

colbie caillat- we both know

paramore- franklin (i cry so much lol)

death cab- your new twin sized bed

chris brown- all back

brand new- tautou

demi lovato- fix a heart

lady a- need you now

damien rice- 9 crimes

avril lavigne- wish you were here

lifehouse- broken

the used- on my own

dixie chicks- travelin soldier

tim mcgraw- highway dont care

flatsound- my heart goes bum bum bum

flatsound- you are the coffin

gloriana- cant shake you, and change your mind

city and colour- sleeping sickness

pink- i dont believe you

john mayer- dreaming with a broken heart

hawthorne heights- where can i stab myself in the ears

mayday parade- still breathing

the secret sisters- tomorrow will be kinder

sky ferriera- sad dream

coldplay- amsterdam

flyleaf- dear my closest friend

bruno mars- when i was your man

flyleaf- so i thought

damien rice- delicate

the swellers- best i ever had

la dispute- andria

radiohead- gagging order

lydia- all i see

enjoy x

workin on the sad playlist now, love will be after, then a work out playlist :)

Mon, 06 May 2013 23:26:18 -0400

workin on the sad playlist now, love will be after, then a work out playlist :)

someone ask me to make them a sad playlist because mine is perfect lol or love playlist thats good...

Mon, 06 May 2013 23:03:20 -0400

someone ask me to make them a sad playlist because mine is perfect lol

or love playlist thats good too