we said i love you this morning and he kissed me like he’s never kissed me before. happy day.
it was really hard because i have depression and i feel like its a huge contributor whenever i gain weight. it took about 1.5 years to lose it and keep it off. thank you <3 means a lot.
How to look good naked:
1) get naked
2) say “damn I look good”
the guy that i spontaneously met at that haunted house? yeah well were pretty serious and were going on a trip to dc tomorrow with some of his family. woot woot. im nervousss :/
today will consist of
- cleaning the hell out of my room
- laundryy :(
- maybe go tanning and the gym
hello i love you
the colossal volume express in a yellow and cheetah print tube by maybelline. on top of that sometimes i put on illegal length in a silver tube also by maybelline.
aw you’re so kind :) thank you <3
It was school dress code but nice choice of words.
Theres a quote that goes something like, “do something for someone that they can never repay you for.”
I always thought that was so far away for me.. that I could never in a million years mean that much to someone.
A few weeks ago I unknowingly saved one of my best friends life. I prevented her from taking her life and I found out by a letter she wrote to my dad who is also her teacher.
I have never felt so whole in my life that im crying.
At the time, all I thought I was doing was just letting her cry on my shoulder and sharing a couple of my stories dealing with depression. I tried my best to tell her that it gets better because im living proof.
Im having a hard time writing this right now. All I know is that my past year’s and sometimes present moments of heartache, pain, dark thoughts, and sleepless nights is all so completely worth it. I did something for someone that they can never repay me for… and I’m so glad I did.
sometimes i wonder if i hadn’t done one small action if things would be different. our lives are summed up components of actions we took, things we have said, and small things we have done.
if i had not gone out that night with my sisters, if i had not rode the hayride, if i had not gotten the nerve to take his arm for shelter in the scary maze.. things would be much different.
everything we have ever done leads us to where we are now. that scares me. i dont want to mess anything up. i dont know what i would do if i did.
i wonder what my life would be like if i didnt have anxiety
aw thanks :)
HI I LOVE YOU
but its not at all trust me.
FACE DOWN IN THE DIRT
THIS DOESNT HURT
- hawthorne heights- ohio is for lovers (a little lame)
- copeland- brightest
- copeland- priceless
- acceptance- so contagious
- secondhand serenade- vulnerable
- city and colour- the girl, and we found each other in the dark
- william fitzsimmons- beautiful girl
- greg laswell- landline
- kina grannis- fast car
- the civil wars- poison and wine
- the postal service- such great heights
- lovedrug- girl
- jack johnson- banana pancakes
- blink 182- i miss you
- the police- every breath you take
- michael henry & justin robinett- hero/heroine
- a day to remember- you had me at hello (fav)
- dashboard confessional- hands down, and stolen
- augustana- sweet and low
- christina perri- arms
- ed sheeran- give me love
- go radio- goodnight moon
- rascal flatts- i melt
- the weeknd- wicked games
- parachute- kiss me slowly
- goo goo dolls- iris
- panic! at the disco- always
- colbie caillat- bubbly
- paramore- the only exception
- hunter hayes- if you told me to
- the used- smother me
- ray lamontagne- hold you in my arms
- nevershoutnever- hummingbird
- coldplay- yellow
- mae- were so far away
- plug in stereo- oh darling
- lady a- cant take my eyes off you
- safetysuit- anywhere but here
- foreigner- feels like the first time
- chris brown- shouldve kissed you
- stages and stereos- dear you love me
- coldplay- fix you
- boys like girls- someone like you
- john mayer- your body is a wonderland
- drake- shut it down
- lydia- stay awake
- death cab- i will follow you into the dark
- say anything- i want to know your plans
- the spill canvas- lullaby
- greg laswell- and then you